My wants

I didn't want to, I didn't want you
I didn't mean to, I wish it wasn't true
all those things I said, when my heart bled
I didn't want to, I didn't want you

But you haunt me in my memories and in my heart
You haunt me in my dreams and its tearing me apart
I don't want you, I didn't want you
But why can't I let go, I wish I knew, I wish you knew

Cause there is nothing more crazier
Cause there is nothing more painful
Cause there is nothing inside of me
nothing else, than wanting you

But I didn't want to and I didn't want you
I don't want to need it, I don't want to need you
so let me go, let me go, I wish you knew, I wish I know
Because it wasn't meant to, even when I want to, even when I loved you