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And then out of nowhere she calls and here I am again, I fall Without a doubt, it all comes down to the way she made me frown and there is nothing else I could have done knowing she has always been the one But she is the one that I've always hated she's the one who broke me and turned me jaded Nothing else could have made me feel the way she makes my dreams real but nothing else would make me want her because I don't want this, nothing else matter All to it is just that painful memory and wishful thinking of you and me a past that I can never recover a future that I'll never encounter and while I take a sip into oblivion hating this senti

And then out of nowhere she calls and here I am again, I fall Without a doubt, it all comes down to the way she made me frown and there is nothing else I could have done knowing she has always been the one But she is the one that I've always hated she's the one who broke me and turned me jaded Nothing else could have made me feel the way she makes my dreams real but nothing else would make me want her because I don't want this, nothing else matter All to it is just that painful memory and wishful thinking of you and me a past that I can never recover a future that I'll never encounter and while I take a sip into oblivion hating this senti

And then out of nowhere she calls and here I am again, I fall Without a doubt, it all comes down to the way she made me frown and there is nothing else I could have done knowing she has always been the one But she is the one that I've always hated she's the one who broke me and turned me jaded Nothing else could have made me feel the way she makes my dreams real but nothing else would make me want her because I don't want this, nothing else matter All to it is just that painful memory and wishful thinking of you and me a past that I can never recover a future that I'll never encounter and while I take a sip into oblivion hating this senti

And then out of nowhere she calls and here I am again, I fall Without a doubt, it all comes down to the way she made me frown and there is nothing else I could have done knowing she has always been the one But she is the one that I've always hated she's the one who broke me and turned me jaded Nothing else could have made me feel the way she makes my dreams real but nothing else would make me want her because I don't want this, nothing else matter All to it is just that painful memory and wishful thinking of you and me a past that I can never recover a future that I'll never encounter and while I take a sip into oblivion hating this senti

 He's just looking at me I'm just waiting for her Is it just my own vanity She's just as silent as before But I guess there is no stopping I have already said my side As my heart continues beating I saw a blush she tried to hide I have to tell him What I truly feel If I lie right now Would my chance gets dim? She's trying to speak but my heart speaks too loud Is her answer what I seek or should I just disappear in the crowd? You have the chance to prove that your worthy of my heart So best let your courage remove Let all fears depart I couldn't be happier! as I thank God and saints But as I try to sound cooler I replied back "Ow how Q

My present and your tomorrow Who guards the guardsmen? Who protects the guilty? Who are the great and the meek? Would the truth be hidden even when we seek? How do I tell you my child, my daughter About how we have moulded your future About the disdain and disgust we've felt When many atrocious deeds were dealt We know our present will be your building block where all wonderful opportunities will be unlocked Yet all is in disarray and brewing calamity Oh how do we fight to prevent a looming tragedy? We dread the moment when you have to set foot Upon our country which is rotting from the root Where you will encounter bias, bigotry, and mis

Ano man ang layo na pumapagitan alam kong ikaw ang taong aking maasahan Nagumigising sa aking diwa ng dahan-dahan Parang bang kape na ayaw kong bitawan Napapangiti ako pag aking naalala Ang mga "moments" natin, ang ating pagsasama Kahit na gaano ka tigas ang ulo mo tuwing kakain Hindi ako nagsasawa na  ikaw ay paalalahanin Alam kong minsan ang pagkakasundo ay hindi maatim lalo na sa mga oras na tayo ay moody at bugnutin pero matitiis man lamang ba kita sa away na mababaw kung magkatext tayo hanggang sa pag sapit ng madaling araw Madaming pagkakataon na tayo ay magkalayo minsan pa nga'y ang mga boses natin ay malabo pero kung sa boses man l

What is obsession? When do we draw the line? I ask this questions over and over. Before the "incident" I am ... was  mostly addicted to the mundane, midnight runs to the fridge to get some chocolate chipped cookies. A little too-long look at the latest gadget. A visit to the movie house to watch a movie that I was waiting to see. All of those things are trivial now. They are luxury that I don't have. ---- I slowly walk to the house that I used to call home. I opened the door, light up a match, and let it burn to the ground. There was no going back. There was nothing left. I only have here and now. What comes next, is all up to me. I choose

My present and your tomorrow Who guards the guardsmen? Who protects the guilty? Who are the great and the meek? Would the truth be hidden even when we seek? How do I tell you my child, my daughter About how we have moulded your future About the disdain and disgust we've felt When many atrocious deeds were dealt We know our present will be your building block where all wonderful opportunities will be unlocked Yet all is in disarray and brewing calamity Oh how do we fight to prevent a looming tragedy? We dread the moment when you have to set foot Upon our country which is rotting from the root Where you will encounter bias, bigotry, and mis

I have always wanted to and yet I didn't want you too to think of the times we've spent such memories that wouldn't relent I tried to seek such solace to wash off the lingering taste but like the irony of forgetting that make it more glaring A bright light in the darkness even if its a spark, the tiniest could put aflame that I can't hold even when I'm so frigid and so cold All could be done is to seek solace as I lay away, decaying on the waste maybe hope would spring on a miracle or two I've always wanted, but I didn't want to want you  

As my eyes grows heavy, I tried so hard to feel all the emotions that was there. The anger, the pain, and the disappointment. Maybe, someone have heard of my plea. My plea, to be able to let go of this feeling and instead of answering my prayers, someone pushed the other side. As, if you couldn't go to the place, the place will go to you. I think the same has just occurred. If I couldn't let go, maybe, just maybe someone else should. No, its no longer a matter of "should" it has happened. She let go. But all there was, was anger, pain and disappointment. Only tears were touching my face when I felt the sting. Clenched fist, and held tongue w

Unknown title. Rough draft: version 0.1 Created May 8, 2015 Rough draft: version 0.2 Created June 3, 2015 "Ow it was just nothing. You know how it is. That chaos, that whirlwind that can't be stopped by soothing music, by any kind of mantra,. Because it is a scream, a scream in the wind. Where it started first as a single sigh, a single thought, then an idea. An idea became a whisper, a whisper became a dream,an ambition and then out of nothing, action, Action so intense, it has to be put into a straight jacket, and so without a gateway, without a way to vent, an output, it became a word, a scream. It became the chaos of this world. I don'